2010!!!!!!

NEW YEAR is here!!!!!!!! Well I know it’s kind of late… But I wanted to write something about the New Year!!!!!!! Well last year was a real blessing for me!!!!!!!! Wow it’s amazing how God put great people in your life… He is just amazing!!!!!!!! Well there were not only good times but there were hard times as well as times when I stumbled! Well God has amazing plans and He has a super ultra mega LOVE!!!!!!!!! 2009 was about to finish on a bad way for me! Yeah! After weeks of blessing came hard times! Yeah Jesu Bambelea! But there was a time to count on my relationship with others… but I didn’t. I was quite sorry cause this led me to sin, fall, stumble. I was wrong I know… but after I explained to my friends and it was good and restore my relationship with God after asking 4 forgiveness… 2009 ended well!!!!! This year I wanna be closer to my God and also that people see more of Him than myself in me! So I wanna you all to keep Jesu Bambelea!! Hold on to God! And also relationship is very important! Friends and others play an important role for us! :-) This applies to me too! Cause sometimes our PRIDE led us to remain silent! Really relationships are important!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A week-end with my YWAM family!

WOW!!! What a week end!!! I was very excited to have a week end with my YWAM falmily!!! I was at my aunt’s place one day before going to the camp… Well I had to be very patient before going to the villa… Well Kosam had to come to Rose Belle to take the keys…. he called me saying that he was leaving home and to wait for him at the bus station, he would take they keys and we would go together. When I got the call, I left Christian’s house to go to the bus stop. I decided to go earlier to the bus stop instead of waiting calling me to say he was arriving near Rose Belle because I would walk from Christian’s house to the bus stop and by the time being Kosam would arrive… Lots of buses were coming but no sign of Kosam!!! I had to wait for around 35 minutes!!! I was completely wet!!! I had been standing in the sun!!!! The reason was that his bus was coming slowly!!! Then he told me to look over his stuffs while he would go to fetch the keys and go to the bank. We took the bus to Mahebourg where we met Priscille and then went to Blue Bay!!! The others- Gary, Kervin, Kosam, Sanda, Manu and Rachel would be coming later with Manu’s car!!! When we arrived at our ‘villa’ -it was a house near the beach, it didn’t seem like villas, but near the building it says villa... Anyway. Lol We arrived at our building (lol) and we were staying on the first floor, there were other people renting the house but they were on the ground floor…Then we went to swim!! There Kosam had to teach me how to swim!! (Yeah I didn’t know how to swim!) We had a lot of fun! I STILL DON’T KNOW HOW TO SWIM! LOL! After that we returned to our building! We noticed that there were no utensils!!!! So we told Manu to get some from Christian’s place!!! We have been waiting for the others, but they were not here(There was an accident on the road and they had to help)! We were sooooo hungry!!! So we decided to go to a shop and buy something… unfortunately it was closed as it was already night! We found a restaurant near where we ate a pizza!! The funny thing is that we were representing Mauritius in the restaurant,everyone were tourists!!! Lol!! We had a nice time!!! Then we made a walk on the beach!!! Afterwards the others arrived! I did not eat as I was full with my pizzas!!! We wanted to make a surprise for Christian as it was his birthday that day but unfortunately his friends from work made a birthday dinner for him! We planned to make it the next day as he was coming but we didn’t manage to do it!  On the first day Christian came to visit after his dinner and went home!! We spent the night playing UNO (with our YWAM rules). It was cool we had lots lots lots lots lots and lots of fun!!!! The next day…. Sorry we went to sleep on the next day lol we played for hours!!! I slept for only 2 hours! Lol! On Saturday, we played uno on the balcony!Kosam and Sanda went to work and Manu left too. Gary, Priscille, Kosam, Rachel and everyone made us laught a lot!!!! In the afternoon Priscille went home and Rachel, Kervin, Gary and me went to the airport to say goodbye to Melissa and his boyfriend, they were leaving for the Holland (Rachel’s sister). After we went to Mahebourg to buy some food and then returned to Blue Bay!!!! We went to swim again and this time Kervin and Rachel tried to teach me how to swim but still I was not able to swim but I made some improvements! That night Eric and Christian came!!! We had dinner!!! We spent the night talking… Kosam, Sanda and Manu were also back. Afterwards, Christian and Eric returned home. Then we played UNO again!!!!!!!!! Some wanted to go swimming at night but I did not I was sooooo tired because I slept only for 2 hours!!!!!! I slept like a baby!!!!  The next day (sorry I went to sleep on the next day lol)- In the morning, Eric came back with breakfast (Pizza, cakes,etc..) We went to the beach again, where Caroline came! Afterwards, we had lunch and cleaned the house and left!!!!! It was really a wonderful time… If I would write fully what happened it would take for time for me to write it and also a lot of time for you to read lol!!! God is soooooooooo good He gave me such good friends! 

Friends!

well i dont have to write much because the lyrics say all!

Words: Deborah D. Smith
Music: Michael W. Smith

Packing up the dreams God planted
In the fertile soil of you
Can't believe the hopes He's granted
Means a chapter in your life is through
But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

Chorus:
And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long to live as friends.

With the faith and love God's given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy you'll live in
Is the strength that now you show

But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

Chorus

Mary mary- Can't give up now

I can't say anything.... The lyrics say it all.... Great song!

"Can't Give Up Now"

There will be mountains that I will have to climb
And there will be battles that I will have to fight
But victory or defeat, it's up to me to decide
But how can I expect to win If I never try.

I just can't give up now
I've come too far from where I started from
Nobody told me the road would be easy
and I don't believe he brought me this far to leave me

Never said there wouldn't be trials
Never said I would't fall
Never said that everything would go the way I want it to go
But when my back is against the wall
And i feel all hope is gone,
I'll just lift my head up to the sky
And say help me to be strong

I just can't give up now
I've come too far from where I started from
Nobody told me the road would be easy
and I don't believe he brought me this far to leave me

[Hook:]
No you didn't bring me out here to leave me lonely
Even when I can't see clearly
I know that you are with me(so I can't)

I just can't give up now
I've come too far from where I started from
Nobody told me the road would be easy
and I don't believe he brought me this far to leave me

Poo banana!!!! lol

Its a weird title isn't it?? lol
Why a sudden interest in the banana dance???
Well, the ladies at my church are having a end of year dinner i think and they are making a sort of programme among themselves. So my mum and my aunt want to do the banana dance. Today my mum asked me how to do it! She got the lyrics from Christian but she did not know the moves... Unfortunately i knew the crush banana and poo banana part lol! Haha
Then i remembered the video that the JB team made at Reunion island during N2N.... and it was on facebook!!!!! I watched the video and now have to teach my mum!!!!
Ready to banana dance????

My YWAM family (only a part of it...lol)

My YWAM family!!!! well... just a part of it... lol

WOW! thats the only word i can get. The way God made it able that i meet them is amazing!!!! They had a great impact on me! They would be always in my prayer!!! I miss them alot!!!! I miss my cousin kristy, Bob, Keith, Jun, Soo, Manu, Kervin, Patrick, Keith, Judith and...... Meghan!!! She has been a great friend to me!!!! Miss u all guys!!!!!

My first post!!!

Well those last days i was doing very bad..... I was very angry, and that led me to go on my own WAY!! And during those hard times i was not talking to no one!! I was silent!!! That is very bad!!! Because thats what the devil wants us to do!!!! During times where i was with the YWAMers, meeting them more! It was really good for me.... I miss my YWAM family a lot!!!! But the devil was and will be always here to trap me!!!! I was responsible because I made the choice!!!! during those hard times God was always here for me but i was not paying attention!!!! During my quiet time, i got the message- WE CAN ENDURE THIS LIFE'S TRIALS BECAUSE OF THE NEXT LIFE'S JOY!!! I didn't really pay much attention, cause i was still doing bad... But now when i shared with my friends, the 'joy' from the world is nothing compared with the joy of God, the family that God gave me is amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The peace that i feel with God is nothing compared to other ways of getting 'peace from the world'. Even though i stumbled to 'taste the world', God is here for me! And reason for creating this blog is to BREAK THE SILENCE!!!!! I was doing it through notes on facebook, but an inccident occured that all my notes were deleted!!

There is a song from tenth Avenue North, a christian band that i did not know before.... while searching for albums on the the web i found them.... i first listened to the samples but later there was a song in it and wow!

Here are the lyrics:

Why are you striving these days
Why are you trying to earn grace
Why are you crying
Let me lift up your face
Just don't turn away

Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Look at these hands and my side
They swallowed the grave on that night
When I drank the world's sin
So I could carry you in
And give you life
I want to give you life

(Chorus 2x)

Cause I, I love you
I want you to know
That I, I love you
I'll never let you go

(Chorus 2x)

Stronger in Him! We will break the silence!!!!!!!