My first post!!!

Well those last days i was doing very bad..... I was very angry, and that led me to go on my own WAY!! And during those hard times i was not talking to no one!! I was silent!!! That is very bad!!! Because thats what the devil wants us to do!!!! During times where i was with the YWAMers, meeting them more! It was really good for me.... I miss my YWAM family a lot!!!! But the devil was and will be always here to trap me!!!! I was responsible because I made the choice!!!! during those hard times God was always here for me but i was not paying attention!!!! During my quiet time, i got the message- WE CAN ENDURE THIS LIFE'S TRIALS BECAUSE OF THE NEXT LIFE'S JOY!!! I didn't really pay much attention, cause i was still doing bad... But now when i shared with my friends, the 'joy' from the world is nothing compared with the joy of God, the family that God gave me is amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The peace that i feel with God is nothing compared to other ways of getting 'peace from the world'. Even though i stumbled to 'taste the world', God is here for me! And reason for creating this blog is to BREAK THE SILENCE!!!!! I was doing it through notes on facebook, but an inccident occured that all my notes were deleted!!

There is a song from tenth Avenue North, a christian band that i did not know before.... while searching for albums on the the web i found them.... i first listened to the samples but later there was a song in it and wow!

Here are the lyrics:

Why are you striving these days
Why are you trying to earn grace
Why are you crying
Let me lift up your face
Just don't turn away

Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Look at these hands and my side
They swallowed the grave on that night
When I drank the world's sin
So I could carry you in
And give you life
I want to give you life

(Chorus 2x)

Cause I, I love you
I want you to know
That I, I love you
I'll never let you go

(Chorus 2x)

Stronger in Him! We will break the silence!!!!!!!